I am a dreamer. A creative thinker. I think I always have 5 projects or hair brain ideas floating through my head. A few current thoughts? What is the future, if any, for Build with the Boyces? Should we turn it into a non-profit? Could I open a pinterest, industrial shabby chic store? I want a barn-a big one. So we could hold weddings and events, maybe a little shop during the week and church on Sundays. I dream about owning a little rustic cabin in the woods on the water. A fixer upper for all my friends and family to enjoy. Somewhere a few hours from our house. I would own a ford, 1940’s beat up truck with would sides and drive to the flea market and pick up some finds for my little store, and the farmers market to get some fresh veggies. I dream in decor. I dream about the future.
I want to write a book but I doubt it would be a best seller. I already know what I would call it and what it would be about.
I want to change the world.
Funny-it doesn’t make me discontent in my current life-I love my family and friends and am grateful for all I have. It’s maybe more of a holy discontent-am I doing what I was born to do? I would think that if I am just called to be a wife and mother, and work part-time at a church, I would stop dreaming and feel I am living out my purpose…right?
But I sense there is something more….